“BUT GOD….”
“I felt God impress upon my heart, that MANY of us are going through “challenging” times, even as this year has started, you have with GREAT EXPECTATION said, “this is going to be MY year!! What I have been trusting God for, is going to manifest in THIS year!!!” And no sooner had those words come out of your mouth, that things began to happen, that it feels LITERALLY like someone punched you in the stomach, and it’s taken your breath away!! Can anyone relate to this?”
“God said this to my heart… The enemy is trying to break you, cause ALL of hell knows that My purposes in your life, WILL be fulfilled, and he is terrified of you My Warrior Bride, My remnant, that is this very moment rising up out of the ashes, and taking her position and standing at her “post” as part of my great end time army …cause the “fire” you have been going through, has caused you to come forth as PURE gold, shining SO brightly for ALL to see, that the enemy cannot even look in your direction, for My glory is shining in you and through you! For I am your glory and the lifter of your head….”
“So it’s like he has taken a mirror, and deflected that brightness of the light you carry, right back at you, and it’s caused you to literally be thrown back, with the immensity of the power!! And this is why you have felt like your breath has been hit out of you! It’s like I have restarted your heart, just like when someone’s heart stops, and they have to shock it… your heart has become hard, because you have built walls around it, to try and stop “feeling” as much as you do! Cause you think, if I can just keep my heart guarded and don’t get too excited or allow myself to get too expectant, I will be fine. This is because you have experienced so much loss, you cannot take the pain of being let down again, and you have even been afraid to hope again!! But don’t shut Me out…”
“What Satan does not know, is that same mirror causing you to literally be thrown back, is also showing you who you are in Me! It’s revealing to you, your true identity. As My Word says…
“We can all draw close to Him with the veil removed from our faces. And with no veil we all become like mirrors who brightly reflect the glory of the Lord Jesus. We are being transfigured into His very image as we move from one brighter level of glory to another. And this glorious transfiguration comes from the Lord, who is the Spirit.” 2 Corinthians 3:18 (TPT)
“I have placed a “breaker anointing” inside you, for I am using you as a wrecking ball, to take out and crush strongholds of religion and legalism that has robbed My Church of its power! Many things have tried to break you, but they have only served to make you a more powerful “weapon” of mass destruction for My Kingdom purposes!! These things have increased the authority and intensity of the anointing you walk in that destroys and shatters strongholds, just by your very presence!”
But as for you, you meant evil against me; but God meant it for good, in order to bring it about as it is this day, to save many people alive.
Genesis 50:20 (NKJV)
“You have desired My presence to always go with you, and this is why you walk in such authority, for I have manifest Myself in and through you, in times where you never even realised it…! Miracles have happened in people’s lives and prayers instantly answered, because of My presence and Glory that is shining out of you!! And it’s been in times you least expect it, times that you have felt like nothing was happening, but the enemy blinded your eyes, cause he could not possibly let you think that I have you in the palm of My hand, and WHEREVER you go…you bring a “piece” of Heaven into the earth, and into people’s circumstances! And their lives were forever changed, just by your “being….!!!”
“Yet you might be feeling broken and all spilled out, like that Alabaster Box that the prostitute poured out on Jesus’s feet, and washed His feet with her tears…..BUT GOD….!”
“Maybe you are feeling tired and weary, and you don’t see any way out of your “pain”, and it feels like you want to just fall apart and break into millions of pieces….BUT GOD….!”
“Maybe life is just “hitting” you way too many “blows” at the same time, and you feel breathless and just can’t anymore…..BUT GOD….!”
“Could it be that you have tried so many times and failed over and over again, and you feel like giving up…..BUT GOD….!”
“Or possibly you have been hurt SO deeply by someone, who is “clueless” as to what you are experiencing in life, and feel that they should try living your life, for just one day, then maybe they will understand, and you just can’t find it in your heart to forgive them….BUT GOD….!”
“Could it be that you have done something in your past that no one knows, but its eating you up inside…..BUT GOD…..!”
“Are you in SO much “pain” whether it be physically, emotionally, mentally, financially, relationally or whatever, that you want to “throw in the towel” and just disappear and hide….BUT GOD…..!”
“Have you been through so much trauma that it has affected you in ways you didn’t expect, and you have hardened your heart just to protect yourself….BUT GOD….!”
“If I may say this to you as I know my precious Daddy God is saying to me too! Cause right now, I can say “yes that’s me” to some of these things!
“BUT GOD…., is a huge “factor” that we can NEVER exclude out of our equation, when trying to work out our life! Cause HE is the Beginning and the End! NOT our circumstances! He is STILL on the Throne, and know EXACTLY what is happening in your life!”
“Whatever your “challenge”, the Bible says, to “leave room for God!” He LOVES you and is MORE than enough! But God…”Is able to do exceedingly, abundantly above all that we can ever ask, think or imagine!”
“Give God a chance to show you how He is working things out for you! It might not seem like the way you would have done it! In these two words, we carry a HOPE that WILL NOT disappoint us! BUT God…!!!!!”
“These days are the BEST days to be alive as children of God!! We will see amazing things take place in these times. But no longer from the sidelines….I hear Him saying…”come away with Me My beloved, and in our times together I will give you strategy for each day! Do not fear….and don’t shut Me out, you will not get through these “strange” times and seasons without Me…for I am with you, even to the ends of the earth!”
(Angie Van Greuning – 6/2/2020 – “God’s Heartbeat For You…“)
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